--MI VIAJE--

A Place In this World

Friday, October 17, 2008

A Place In This World

Taylor Swift

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me

Cause I'm still trying to figure it out

Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking

Trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though I'm not the only oneWho feels the way I do

[Chorus:]I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes onOh,

I'm just a girl, trying to find a place inThis world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans

And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve

Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine

Could you tell me what more do I need

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah

But that's ok

[Chorus:]I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on

Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place inThis world

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission

But I'm ready to fly

This song would completely describe what Im feeling right now..Im lost,in the sense that Im not fully comfortable of where Im at now.Parang Im not supposed to be here.This is not where I wanna be..but if you'll ask me what I want,i may not be able to answer you directly,i dont know...Im just walking down this road.Not knowing where Im heading.
Bag.o raq n.graduate last March for my Information Technology degree.Well kung uban people pasultian,they would say Im successful and that I should be working as a programmer.Pero dili man jud nko feel i.pursue akong g.eskwelahan kay i know dili jud ko effective in that field.I dont have enough patience to finish something.Besides i feel so dumb,I graduated because I have friends whom i can depend on all the time,Im a so-called SCHOLAR and well,bright man pud ko sa other subjects nako most especially MINOR subjects not related to programming.
I really wanted to be a newscaster/reporter.I love the feeling of bein looked up by people.I love the limelight,i love attention.I wanted to be on the go always.To travel,to mingle with different kinds of individual.To go to places Ive never been before. Wow!!..mao jud na ako feel,kana imong work kay dili routine.Exposed ka sa people..hehehe..artistahin man gud ko..

Hahaist..when will it all happen.When will I fullfil my dreams.
..Maybe I'm just a girl on a missionBut I'm ready to fly
So I'll be strong on my own and life goes on..

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An angel indeed...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

It was a disgrace! I never thought it would happen..i trusted her and Im confident she would never do it..but she did!!.. Late November last year,our family received an unexpected news..MY SISTER IS PREGRANT!!!..Wow!!..is this for real??!!..Why man??!!..She's too young!!..Hahaist..pero "what had happen had happened!"..and whats left to do is to accept the fact and move on.. What i did, not to feel the disappointment is to see the brighter side of it. Na,nana nya baby sa amo and syempre dugay npud wla buhay among hauz and probably by the time na mugawas ang among angel kay mabalik ang life sa amoa..Weve waited for 9 months..and boom!!..9months passed by.. Last July 25,2007..our angel was born,we named her Jillian Maxene,which means "the greatest child"..and she's indeed the greatest child. She's the sunlight of our lives. She brightens our day and lightens each of our burdens. She is smart,active, super kULit,talkative and maldita..She can easily change her mood..Bisan ug nagluha pa na iyang mata,mukalit lang na bounce back,mukatawa na daun and hagwaon ka.If mkakita na ug food,shout daun na ug "AM-AM" or "AU"[ngau]..She dances when Makulay ang buhay song is played on TV..She ask for "NINI"[money] when she see you with a wallet.She cries when her PAPAI [lolo] will not stroll her out.She wants MAMAI [lola] to change her clothes after she BABATH[takes a bath]..She laughs in delight whenever she sees "TITY"[hellokitty],"AW-AW"[dog],"MENG-MENG"[cat].Laagan kau si Jillian,she would call "chichi" to stroll her.. I just love hearing her calling me.."MIMI" or "MAMMEE"..murag tanan nko kakapoy kay mawala..She calls my bBton2 "PAPA"..hehehe..mayB because pareha sila nawng sa bf sa ako sister???..i dont know..hekhek.. We love baby Jillian so much..she is our angeL and everybodys' girL.. I always believe that everything happens for a reason.It might be a disappointment when she was made but she will always be a blessing we would forever be thankful.

by Kit | 0 views

..the whipping made me strong!

Monday, October 13, 2008

I could still remember my younger days,i hated my mom so much,"i hate her hitting me!!"..i would always think she is the worst person in the world,not realizing the reason why she's doin it..well,kay of course laagan man kau ko..i would always sneak out to play,coz diba kidz would love to play man jud by nature..heheh..mao na most of the time dili nko mahimo ang iyang mga bilin nko,like pakan.on ako manghud or simple as manlipyo or bantayan ako sister..because my mom that time aside sa ako papa na ngwork kay npud sideline2 pra dungag sa amo income..so busy siya most of the time and im left with my younger sister sa amo lola..and bsta pg.uli ni mama tas wla ko kay for sure,belt npud musagat nko. Maglagot jud ko coz i envy my playmates a lot.They can play and play and play as long as they want.Wla mama motawag nila para mukaon,para maligo,pra patulgon sila in the afternoon or para sugoon sila. Pero ako,sus! every now and then,I could hear my mom calling my name..hahaist.. I keep hating her,wishing she was not my mom,coz at that time i still cant see how much she cares for me. The love the she have for me and all she wanted is just the best for me.Wla jud adlaw na dili ko mglagot ni mama,but one day,i just woke up realizing how much i love my mom. Im seeing how much sacrifice she've done for me,for us..and i have a guilt in my heart na i could've helped her,understand her and love her.. Now,my mom's not just my mother but i also considered her as my bestbuddy..I can share a lot of things sa iya.After school if naa mga good or bad things na happen nko,mgdali jud ko uli pra mochika niya..heheh..And she will always listen and gives advice..i Love my mOm so much,who i am right now is because she raised me up well..The whipping made me stronger! Facing the world with lots of confidence.

by Kit | 0 views

ALPHA -beginning - start

Thursday, October 09, 2008

At long last,im now typing my first post for my blog.It feels so good coz atleast im fighting my laziness na..this is actually the second one i made but due to uncontrollable laziness wla nko nhuman ang first. Aheem..to begin with,im not really good in writing,but kung si bB nko ang imong i.ask he would say na i can be a good writer someday daw..ambot nanoh nkaingon xah ana but maybe because sa kdaghan sa mga love letters and love notes ako nhatag niya,he dont have a choice but reading it..hehehe..and that is probably the reason why nkaingon siya ana..well,siguro i have the potential but im just too lazy to realize that talent. Now im beginning to open my mind for possibilities,for growth,for new things..hehehe..and this blog is also the beginning,the start... of MY JOURNEY..hope youll drop by and experience my journey.. -kiT