..the whipping made me strong!  

Monday, October 13, 2008

I could still remember my younger days,i hated my mom so much,"i hate her hitting me!!"..i would always think she is the worst person in the world,not realizing the reason why she's doin it..well,kay of course laagan man kau ko..i would always sneak out to play,coz diba kidz would love to play man jud by nature..heheh..mao na most of the time dili nko mahimo ang iyang mga bilin nko,like pakan.on ako manghud or simple as manlipyo or bantayan ako sister..because my mom that time aside sa ako papa na ngwork kay npud sideline2 pra dungag sa amo income..so busy siya most of the time and im left with my younger sister sa amo lola..and bsta pg.uli ni mama tas wla ko kay for sure,belt npud musagat nko. Maglagot jud ko coz i envy my playmates a lot.They can play and play and play as long as they want.Wla mama motawag nila para mukaon,para maligo,pra patulgon sila in the afternoon or para sugoon sila. Pero ako,sus! every now and then,I could hear my mom calling my name..hahaist.. I keep hating her,wishing she was not my mom,coz at that time i still cant see how much she cares for me. The love the she have for me and all she wanted is just the best for me.Wla jud adlaw na dili ko mglagot ni mama,but one day,i just woke up realizing how much i love my mom. Im seeing how much sacrifice she've done for me,for us..and i have a guilt in my heart na i could've helped her,understand her and love her.. Now,my mom's not just my mother but i also considered her as my bestbuddy..I can share a lot of things sa iya.After school if naa mga good or bad things na happen nko,mgdali jud ko uli pra mochika niya..heheh..And she will always listen and gives advice..i Love my mOm so much,who i am right now is because she raised me up well..The whipping made me stronger! Facing the world with lots of confidence.

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